WHAT NOW?

It's been days in here,

A lot of messages from strangers
I barely know.


Don't ask about the scares
That engulfs my body,
They are just self exploration marks.


It's getting exhausting,
I can barely sleep these days
I'm losing grip to the hold I have on this world.


A lot on my mind but I barely have the energy
To spell it out.
So, am lying down thinking of a tomorrow
I am disinterested in.

I feel like a piece of this world in a puzzle
That doesn't mean much
Without its presence.

I'm the crumbs left behind
After people have had their fill
I'm a damage that doesn't worry people
Since it's existence isn't noticed.


I'm a soul dead inside out,
A walking body that's searching
For it's self.

I....I....I'm aaaah
Don't ask.

#Muse's Notebook #MariamSalah